Tuesday 26 February 2019

REST IN PEACE?


Amidst the desolated terrain of the broken, the stories have etched themselves in the sound of the wind, a wind so hollow that even the rustling of the leaves reeks of death. Oh, how the atmosphere is filled with the foul stench and yet there is no smell. How the silence shrieks of the cries it has so cunningly but dutifully engulfed in itself, as if paying its respect to the deceased. Oh, how this land is diseased. And yet it appears as nothing but promising of peace. Death has been looming over the horizon. Death has been scattered over the ground. And in here, steps a man with spirits as high as a mount where he masks the sense of foreboding with a sense of accomplishment. Nay, it wasn’t a quiet death nor was it quick. It was slow and painful, where the wails echoed for a time so long, it felt like an eternity. Humanity. Humanity died a long time ago.

It is easy to walk in a place and not hear nor sense the devastation it has once witnessed. If it were the case, it would have haunted man forever. Here’s a funny thing about cruelty, it is often attempted with a process of cleansing. Where the mess has been taken care of, and the broken replaced while the scars, hidden, who would hesitate to step in it again?

Who said “war” is how matters are taken care of? It’s not patriotism. It’s hopeless romanticism we have associated with the concept of war. War as a concept, ay, what a notion! At what point does a man decide that spilling of blood would solve a crisis? At what point does a man decide that taking a life equals eliminating a threat? You see threats have this ability of rooting themselves deep in the surrounding. Sins sprout up as a fruit. And sins don’t fade away easy. Your ritual of spilling blood, of sacrificing for the cause of fending off this demon, this immortal beast of a sin will never succeed. Violence is never the answer. It’s a cause. A lost cause.

It’s not funny. I find no humor in a situation where lives are at stake. How is strength associated with who gets to kill more rather than with who gets to save more? When did we become so lost, so deluded, so failed that we stopped seeing the suffering. When did killing more people become a notion of victory? When did the greatest of all creations descend so low that they found peace in destroying lives?

You think war is fun? Snap out of the fantasy. This is not where the heroes you have so idealized fight off with all their skill and might and bring victory to home sweet home. It’s not where a few days of darkness are followed by the sunshine of freedom. War does not free you. It chains your mind for as long as your heart beats. Because you die the moment you are touched by the war.  
Don’t you know what it does to people? You think there are survivors of war? That’s the biggest lie. Truth is, nobody survives a war. Nobody ever comes out of it alive.

See they say, writers have this inner eye where they can just see. And yet after all this time, I have never once managed to even catch a glimpse of where war is an answer. Guess what I am trying to say is that it is, indeed, good to have the spirit to fight for your nation, for your loved ones, for protection but why do things have to reach that stage? Why do humans always try to bring others down while attempting to climb up? Why can you not lift them up with you? All for what? HATE? Should love not be stronger than this? We have misplaced our love, in love for violence, how have we misused this emotion to the worst cause ever. Agendas. What the sung and unsung heroes died for. AGENDAS.  

Consider me naïve but I will tell you this, War is a lose-lose situation. Nobody, NOBODY wins a war. There is no victory, there is no success. There is only loss and causalities and suffering and dread, it is the dearth of the souls, it is the end of a whole world. Those who lived, lived in vain. Those who died, do they rest in peace? Oh the silence after war isn’t peace. It’s the dread. It’s the loss of sound. It’s the loss of all.

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